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A life lead astray by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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A life lead astray

You all called me mad….laughed at me behind my back, told me I was worthless. Maybe you were right. Maybe you were WRONG! I considered you all scum, lowest of the low. But I knew it was you all along! You were the one that played with her head didn’t you? Did you think I wouldn’t find out eventually? They all said I could never twist the fates; I was insane for trying to ‘play’ God To tell you the truth I think you were wrong. My story still continues….does yours? But I must say that before you begin to judge me, attack me, call me mad I’d like you to first listen to my story, my tale of treachery, angu

A day so bleak by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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A day so bleak

Today i read your selfish wish Written quite clearly You want to die I wonder why Today i saw you blood on wall It seemed so normal Why do you do it? And why would it care? Today i heard you gentle scream What could it be? A failed OD A plea for attention Today i touched you blood soaked arm You felt so cold What was wrong? Answer me now! Today i cried as you lay dead I read through the diaries Days Years gone by And now i clearly see why One day i will make you pay

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Love or insecurity by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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Love or insecurity

Love is a word We rarely do use To show our emotion Like affection and care Down in the depths Of depression and sorrow Love is right by them Stuck somewhere in hell Questions unanswered We never should know Why will they want me? And Why do i care? The heart you possesed Now lying in shards Right beside the mirror Now covered blood red 'Asleep' in the bathroom Beneath the remains The note that you left them Is all they can know

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Questions unanswered

How do i tell you You made our loves hell That day death had called you Why try to respond Why would i tell you I know what you've done She left here that morning All battered and bruised Why can't i kill you You fucked it all up Life all seemed so simple No scars had yet formed Please never leave me You've been like a mum I really can't loose you It's why i'm still here Your all that i have

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Your lowly existance

You sit in silence Your voice has gone Your life has gone You take one look At the mess you have made And i look back in disgust The images, the memories You are meaningless, pathetic You pretend to love To trust, to believe Every gasp of air Every gentle heartbeat Every Christmas Every New year The same promise The same process The same excuse I tell you over and over... You destroy me You destroy yourself But you tell me it will stop Is this a dream? A nightmare? A figment of my imagination? I look back to the person you were And the person you are now What has he done to you? I stare at the scars on your arm The

Pointless start to a pointless by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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Pointless start to a pointless

The clock strikes 12 The flames are lit Our goals become clear No worries, no fears, no tears You plead for forgivness You promised you'd stop You said it again And made me believe The cheers can be heard From miles around The hugs have been settled Bright faces around You rang me again Only this time you'd changed Your words were just nonsence How could i believe The 'celebrations' are over The drinking, the ALCOHOL, the DRINKING! The night is still early We got plenty of time You told me you missed me You wanted me there You promised 'it's over' Now why do i care? The people all leave Return to there lives All to

The very me i hate by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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The very me i hate

Your night has arrived That beauty lies deep Your innocence lost Only sadness still lingers Death calling each day With only you to blame You tried time and time To die with regreat But failed once more You look in the mirror That person glares back The 'beauty' you seek Is all but a dream Your solution is set You reach for the hammer The shards scatter down Your reflection, no more That look that you loathed Exists No More

You and I by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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You and I

The moonlight shines upon your blood The bottles lye from days gone by The man you love has struck again And we remain again in pain I cut and cut and don't look back I bleed and bleed with no return I cry and cry because of you And no one ever knows the truth You drink and drink no end in sight You lie and lie, no truth is heard You love and love with no return And once again it's all the same I smile and smile to hide the truth I breath and breath for those unknown I care and care for those i love And reasons they can never know He dies and dies in utter pain I laugh and laugh the knife digs deep You cry and cry the man yo

I want... by Sunlight-fading-red, literature

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I want...

I want to watch you rot in hell I want to see him plea for life I want to jam that little knife Into his worthless fucking side I want revenge for all he's done I want to make him pay I hope that one dark day i may Take his life for all its worth I want it all to disapper I no longer want to see you cry I sometime wish that i would die Then maybe all will go away I plead and plead for her return I walk around with smile on face I watch as you slowly take her place And in the end it's all my fault

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Aug 10
United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: Macclesfield
Operating System: Vista
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Tanpopo

Favourite Visual Artist

Tara Mcpherson, Suzan Blac and Jake Parker

Favourite Movies

Tangled, Resident evil films, Little Miss sunshine, Kick ass

Favourite TV Shows

Skins, The big bang theory, The Inbetweeners, How I met your mother

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

D.R.U.G.S, Bring me the Horizon, Icon for Hire

Favourite Books

Paraphernalia, The man who mistook his wife for a hat

Favourite Writers

Kelly Armstrong and Simon Armitage

Favourite Games

Tales of Symphonia/Vesperia, Dragon Quest series

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RPG's

Other Interests

Playing the violin, Snowboarding, Reading, Going to gigs

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Sunlight-fading-red

Jan 28, 2009

Unnecessary update

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I'd be really surprised if anybody actually bothers to read this but no matter i'm gonna write something anyway. So yeah i haven't uploaded anything in ages and the stuff i did upload i have now deleted, well the pictures anyway cos lets face it they were pretty lame. Anywho i have finally finished my Winter exams which consisted of erm: 4 Sociology Exams 2 Psychology exam 2 English Language exams Uncool So now i just have to wait for my results which actually arrive on Friday the 13th of March, not great considering i'm kinda superstitious. So i'm gonna try and draw some more maybe now that i have some time. However on the plus sid